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The Of Transmission [05 Oct 2003|09:13pm] [ mood | accomplished ] This journal will collect dust..I'm through with it..my messages will be broadcast from theblade Friend me.. i'm taking no effort to see who matters...if you friend me i'll friend you back..otherwise..fuck yourself. those of you...who aren't angry Unfuck you...Friend me will ya.. Trip?

The Of Transmission [05 Oct 2003|09:11pm] [ mood | accomplished ]   Trip?

I shall fist you with the faust [26 Sep 2003|03:09am] So i'm moved in and life is.. Not peachy.. Theres a highway a wal-mart and so apartments.. forget population 35000 try population 3500 It's like a lego village...but... bigger... ::sigh:: i went to cali for a week and saw some of my old friends.. I saw danielle ^_^!! But I miss Ciana v_v.. in other news i passed my G.E.D. 1 Stitch | Trip?

The computer is getting boxed... [03 Sep 2003|09:39am] I'm on the last leg...i'm leaving in less than an hour... I'll see you all in a week or 2, and those who i told them i'd call, i will Goodbye Virginia.. 1 Stitch | Trip?

Few will become as legendary as the Blade has become... [02 Sep 2003|10:45pm] [ mood | lonely ] [ music | Mindless Self Indulgence - Bitches ] Thats it, I'm done...I'm tired and pissed off...Everytime i move somewhere at first it always sucks...but when i find out the date in which i'll move...things start to roll downhill. It's not fair...i've packed all day...and she was here with me but when swhe left...i was still smashed, thanks paul...for your help, and thanks ciana...for being there...I spent the basis of most of my night kicking old books around. I never did get my necklace and quite frankly i don't think i could give less of a shit. I'm moving to the middle of nowhere, but worse i'm moving away from those that make me happy...Rob barely talks to me anymore..and my other online friends are in the process of moving...my luck when iget where i'm going..i'll have shitty dial-up internet, or cable thats slower than...God damn i'll have nothing where i'm going...because where i'm going is nowhere... My mind is already blank at knowing what to think..because i don't know what to think.. It's just like a bottomless hole that keeps getting deeper as i go from place to place, all of you people...that have lived here your entire life...and know everyone, be thankful...because i've always been afraid to get attached to friends...for this reason...Like when i cam here...i tried to tell myself i wouldn't...and for a while i didn't...but after a while...i did... Be thankful you don't live like me.. Trip?

Scream 3 OoOoOoOoOo [31 Aug 2003|11:46pm] [ mood | dorky ] OoOoOoOoOoOo Except not...scream one was bad enough. Scream 2 was a bit scary. but 3 My god it really did suck... But i was with Her so really, it was okay. Mary was there and so was Sarah. Ben: Hey Mary, whats 2+2? Mary: 4 Ben: Whats 2x2? Mary: 4 Ben: okay then, whats 3+3? Mary: 6 Ben: Whats 3x3? Mary: 6 Ben: Poor Mary Poor Mary...someone should make the elevator music stop.But yea I'm mostly all packed up in my room cept o'course furniture..Tomorrow me and Ciana are supposed to go to Springfield mall and I'ma play DDR till my legs fall off w00t! We'll probably do something afterwards, but shes mine tomorrow! ::bats off Sarah with a stick:: mine! Trip?

Packing Packing Packing... [30 Aug 2003|06:07pm] [ mood | discontent ] For the past few days I've been packing....a lot...I'm almost done...but the sad thing is when I finally got around to packing my room...everything I own that isn't clothes...fits in one box...Moved so much...that I have so little to move... Either way under her order I had to finish packing today so I could go to the Renaissance Festival with her among others. So the time has come...in less than a week I'll be gone, Hurray? I think not.. my past few days have been a blur of packing...or her. regardless..I went bowling last night, woo I tossed a 16 pound ball down a straight line to hit the thingies at the end..and now my stupid arm hurts...stupid arm..anywho turns out I thought I had lost my keys..but I didn't I had just locked them in my apartments...cause I'm a dumbass...and lock keys inside apartments. Before I went bowling I was at Springfield mall with Ciana where I found a really cool incense burner and a DDR MACHINE =O And I can still play =D I still own at DDR w00t =D That's all for now.. Trip?

[27 Aug 2003|01:51am] [ mood | sick ] I'm sick...god damnit Probably got west nile after my hours of walking around today, out of boredom.. Ciana gets home tomorrow Yay... ::wheeze:: damn west nile 1 Stitch | Trip?

Time to pack [25 Aug 2003|04:45pm] [ mood | peaceful ] So it's come again..time to pack up...Moving again, In about 10 days...few less I guess anyone wants to do anything i suggest you pull it soon...i'll be gone...for at least 10 months...I'm returning but lets not null ourselves with details.. This place will be the hardest for me to leave so far...I don't know many people i guess but i've grown attached to those I do..guess cause i'm older now...I dunno.. All you people know who you are and if you actually read this thing...you're probably one of them...but as most of you know...theres only a few of you... To you i say thank you..for being around for...whatever...I've come out of my shell alot around here...can't say why cause i'm not sure myself..anyways, Thank You Trip?

Extremely tired..2 days...lack of sleep.....help me.... [26 Jul 2003|12:04am] [ mood | awake ] [ music | Aeris theme Remix. ] Huzah for random Livejournal entries... Huzah holy shit...FUBAR is in the dictionary rofl... I'm done... Trip?

As for the last post [25 Jul 2003|12:43am] [ mood | ecstatic ] As for the last post i just had a really good coversation with some =D =D Trip?

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Just floatin' [19 Jul 2003|10:53pm] [ mood | Orange ] [ music | The Postal Service - such great heights ] I'm Orange...i'm utterly and completly Orange... And i love it. I've spent so little time online this week because of it i'm freakin myself out... But she'll be gone for 3 weeks now...so =\ i'll live again in 3 weeks yey! ^_^ Trip?

[26 Jun 2003|03:49pm] [ mood | restless ] Disorder Rating Paranoid: High Schizoid: High Schizotypal: High Antisocial: High Borderline: Very High Histrionic: Moderate Narcissistic: Moderate Avoidant: Very High Dependent: High Obsessive-Compulsive: Moderate -- Personality Disorder Test - Take It! -- Trip?

RIP: Marie Valencia [25 Jun 2003|08:13pm] [ mood | crushed ] [ music | AFI - god called in sick today ] About 2 weeks ago, a friend of mine was hospitalized..after a rape/beating She had a massive blunt trauma to the head and was under coma...she's yet to wake up...her body has shut down...the only thing keeping her alive is life support...Her parents, Pulled the plug... after the doctors told them if she ever woke up...she wouldn't be more than than a vegetable...so they made their descision..for her sake... She will be missed... And those who did this...will pay. RIP: Marie Valencia (1987 - 2003) I'm still at a lack as for danielle.. Trip?

too cute [24 Jun 2003|10:33am] [ mood | calm ] [ music | w00t ] Trip?

I just...dunno [23 Jun 2003|07:24pm] [ mood | confused ] [ music | Faye Wong - Final Fantasy 7 Techno Remix ] Well after 10 months as i'm sure anyone who reads this has heard...i finally found my friend...Danielle Kolod...and all was happy and great and blah.. but people lose interest... It seems maybe 2-3 weeks after we started talking again shes hooked up with someone..which is understandable...but she seems to have completely lost interest...like she would call me all the time...and now i haven't talked to her in like...3 days... =\ So shes all an happy...but i don't really get to talk to her...which after 10 months of is not something i want to happen... But really her happiness is what it comes down to, If shes happy not talking to me...or only doing so occasionaly...then so be it..thats her...and theres nothing i can do.. I just hate being toyed with.... Trip?

And i write. [22 Jun 2003|05:45pm] [ mood | amused ] [ music | Red Hot Chili Peppers - Don't stop ] I dunno. I just dunno. Pondering about the way things are going again, I guess. Still blind to the future, and I turned my back on the past. Today is just falling away with sand in a clenched fist... Hmm... I just don't know. When I looked into her eyes, there was nothing there to see. Nothing but my own mistakes staring back at me. Ben Nearhood - The Ragdoll Wizard... Trip?

And a Door opens.. [22 Jun 2003|05:13pm] [ mood | flirty ] And so a door has opened with Catherine (Photonic_neo) for you idiots that don't know o.- Either way...thats a good thing ^_^ and i'm getting m0rk a livejournal..everyone read this 13 year old fatass canadian that does nothing but play counter-strike e.e i'm so cool n.n Trip?

i'm alive [02 Jun 2003|09:33pm] I don't understand why the girl who understood how easily I can be hurt, hurt me the most in the end. I should of stayed out of the love business.. I should of followed my own advice that love was a fools game. Love is like a credit card.. if something goes wrong, you end up in painful debt that can only be paid for with another credit card- a never ending pain of debt that you can only go deeper into with harder emotional stress. I'm not going to find anyone though... katie was a godsend anyway. I don't want to love anyone anymore... but I can't live without it...... Trip?

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